Awww! Yep, I can see your dilemma, even though I haven't read the novels yet. Even writing my feedback comment, I was rendered bumbling and incoherent, and if you had two warring tensions inside you--that'd make it even worse! Honestly, good writing is so hard to praise!! I never find the right words.

Personally, until I read the books, I'm firmly in the camp of barracking for more Clex! *has it easy*