i must confess a strange thing: i woke up this morning and began to worry about tom's state of mind. it seems he's letting himself slide (something i know intimately, from the inside) and looking like a man not interested in his appearance. which is fine, except that hollywood will drop him like a hot rock. i wonder if he's depressed about the superman returns thing (i.e., he is not in it).

i'll love him even if he turns into a tub o' lard, but it'll break my heart in a way.