Yup. I can't really explain that part. And it's true--you can spend hours doing something fannish and feel that you really achieved something, but then you walk outside and can't admit it. I'm probably more productive than most people I know, but the hours I spend at my computer don't count for much in many people's eyes (except my dear LJ friends!). And even there I feel comparatively under-productive. *sigh*

I am puddling around on LJ this morning at work because I will be DEPRIVED for the next couple of days.