IT's REALLY KILLING ME, YEAH!! I was actually impressed because it was so *obvious* all along, really, but I was genuinely shocked by the reveal. I guess I'd wanted to ignore that possibility because I liked Kalinda and her friendship with Alicia so much. Alicia will really be devastated... I do kind of feel like it's going to be the wake-up call that Kalinda needs though. She really has this protective bubble around her and she won't let people puncture it... Cary is coming the closest to reaching her, but in a way I feel like Kalinda needs a storm out of which she can reach a new stage of her life. For Alicia too, I hope ultimately that some good will come of knowing the truth (DUMP PETER GODDAM IT!!) but I am really just flinching in expectation of how devastating this is going to be for her.